Assalammualaikum and hello guys !
It's been a long period since i last update my blog and be happy today i'm writing and i hope you guys enjoy it . Before i start with my story i hope all of my readers are all in pink colour and happy . The story of today is basically about my confusion on finding what the best for me and my up coming future .. To all 94's and above of course you all must understand what i mean but to those my junior get ready you will face the same thing if you lucky enough to undergo it . All this confusion are being started by me and only can be end by me too so i'm here to share with you guys about my confusion . *it's a long opening*
Last April i get my first offer to further study in Kolej Matrikulasi Londang in Science so i've been thinking a lot about the pro and cons of this issue . After doing some research and i even asking a lot of people who is actually the ex student of the Matrikulasi . I've been asking around what it feel like to be a Matrikulasi's student does it worth it .? and so many other question and of course a common question is 'matrik senang ke susah?' oh my ! They keep giving me a positive thought and i feel very happy with it . So after all the thing that they've telling me so i decide to choose Matrikulasi as the destination for me to further my study and make my childish dream came true . But too bad i'm a fragile person so i get confuse easily and i changed plan randomly .
On the 7th of May i get the offer to study in TESL at UiTM . Well i'm pretty sure the place is UiTM Lendu Melaka . Oh my ! I never can get out from Malacca and it's not something i want ! I mean why it must be Lendu .? why why ..? If i had a place at UiTM Shah Alam would be nice also . Oh dear Lord please let me have a place at Shah Alam . So here am i after making some research and talking with some random friends and family i feel like i should take TESL maybe i'm not going to be an English teacher but i can be a TESL lecture perhaps .. and i even can have Dr. title as i get my PhD soon .. oh my ! i'm thinking too far ..
After all this thing happen i decide that i should perform 'solat sunat istikharah' i should ask help from Allah swt the merciful . I hope you guys can pray for me so that i can make a right choice for me and my future . To all juniors it is important to set in your mind what you wanna be and what the best thing that suit with you . To all my fellow friends 94's i wish you all the best and may we succeed ! To all my seniors thank you for all your guidance and have a bless life ..
