Thursday, April 12, 2012

stress and depress

Hello everyone ! Welcome to my blog .. here we are again reading my fucking bored blog with loser post and now you read ! so look at the tittle it's the same tittle like I've post before but i just wanna share what i feel today so that you'll feel like you are not alone , not actually you are not alone well in case you experience the same thing .. so here the story begin ..

It's late morning and i company my mum to the hospital cause she need to make some medical check up with her doctor cause honestly my mum catch a cold . So while i'm waiting here at the 'Ruang Menunggu' i just do my regular thing that i used to do like tweeting reading and etc. that help me better from the disease that we known as 'bored' . While i busy tweeting one of my friend got a call from UiTM for the interview session this sunday morning for TESL foundation .So i ask her how did she know? so she tweet me the link and i check .... Grateful to Allah swt i got the call to ! haha kinda happy but here come the stress ...

At home my mum keep pushing me she say it none stop .. like 'you need to do .... blabla' well you know how a mum nagging and it irritating . i know you love me but give me a break ..
and here go my dad story .. whenever i make a joke about this interview session he keep saying .. 'be serious and ... blabla' well i know that who are you and what kind of person are you but give me break you pushing me and you stress me out and i'm depressing now ! fuck ! i hate this kind of situation .. but i know they want the best for me but please do give me break i need a space to breath so please stop pushing me it so irritating and no one like it ..

Well that's it .. i know some of you of course face the same the problem but i got no advice to give cause i'm handling it now .. so to those kid that being push and underdog like me please read and please do feel you not alone and lastly please stay home ..