this lately i have such a really hard time but still hold on here and waiting and hoping for something 'blank' i don't know what waiting and what kind if hope is left for me out there . i just feel so helpless and hopeless i just wanna turn my back and go ....
'do not expect thing cause expectation will lead to disappointment'
'disappointment hurt more than pain'
'don't expect things to happen it's better to be surprised than to be disappointed'
