im so glad i found you

at this moment i was siting on the chair. .while listening to the chinese music. .i don`t understand it. .but it give me a feeling to write a story about you syg. .i not born in happy family. .i was grown up in an environment that full with stress. .my dad always mad at me. .same goes to my mum. .sometimes it make me crazy. .even i try to kill myself. .someone told me that i didn`t have a feeling. .i don`t even care. .because it was the fact. .u want to know. ..how im losing my feeling. .?when i was 13 i start to take cough medicine. .and more longer im being addicted to it. .that moment i realise that life is short. .so don`t make it useless. .that moment nobody come to save me. .but i believe that GOD come and save me. .starting that moment. .i lose my feeling because i had a big thing that i should control rather than my feeling. .so i move on. .one in school i saw u. .u look so cute to me. .u get a chinese look in ur face. .i like it. .i fall in love with you. .i like u. .u make me feel comefortable. .i never found someone like u. .u so special. .u make me want to share whole my life with u. .u are the first guy that i meet and i already trust u. .until i could share everything. .theres no secret between us. .i want to be with u forever. .i dont care u handsome or not. all i care the way u treat me as a lady in ur life. .i want to be ur first n ur love last true love. .if i could be that person. .i will be the most happiest lady in the world. .i want to be with you forever. .IM SO GLAD I FOUND YOU SAYANG. .may ALLAH bless us. .im wiling to give everything to u. .because for me. .u are my true love. .love u so much. .